I
am Autism.
I
am the gatekeeper of your communications.
I
am a run-on sentence with no end, stumbling aimlessly along the pages of a
conversation as you trip.
I
am the anchor that drowns you in a deep sea of words, as you violently struggle
to retrieve them.
I
am the villain at the epicenter of your understanding; only allowing you to perceive
what is logical for me.
I
am Autism.
I
am your social mousetrap.
I
am the off-beat nonconformist that prohibits you to assimilate with the
Neurotypicals.
I
am your social map, with a horribly mangled compass and I present you wrong
directions at every inhospitable turn.
I
am an unsolicited weed in your blossoming field of flowers, and I return at
every season to crowd your social garden.
I
am Autism.
I
am your sensory prison.
I
am the tag on the back of your shirt and the bumps on the bottoms of your
socks.
I
am the background noise to your quiet thoughts and I make your brain bleed with
my persistent harassment.
I
am the slimy, mushy, soggy, stickiness that remains long after I have been
washed from your hands.
I
am Autism.
I
am your undesirable demeanor.
I
am three pounds of anxiety in a two pound bag, spilling over the edges and seeping
into every facet of your life.
I
am an obsession that won’t go away; I will pester you until you validate me.
I
am the itch that you must scratch, a boat that you must rock, and wings that
you must flap.
I
am Autism.
I
am both thief and giver.
I
am your affliction and advantage.
I
am your poison and your antidote.
I
am Autism.
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